This blog is 100% completely made up of my true feelings & facts about me .. so i shall blog what happened to me .. i wonder that someone will read it anot .. i'm not being doubtful of you .. i'm not being possessive of you .. in fact , i trust you completely .. if i don't trust you & very easily jealous , why didn't i get jealous beforehand .. i didn't have to wait till now .. but it's because you are very special to me , special to my parents .. that's why i don't want to lose you . Because the past me , who don't get jealous even for abit & don't even care for the girl i like , as a result , i lost them eventually , i just don't want history to repeat itself .. the girl knew i like her , but because my friend like her also .. so i didn't really wanna take actions .. whereas he say he is jealous because he love her & in the end , she ended up with him .. what about me ..? I walked home looking like a zombie & tears in my eyes .. just because i didn't tell her that i am actually jealous too , i love her too .. & for that i lost 2 girls that i actually loved alot , if 1 day history were to repeat , what's gonna happen to me ..? You're so far the girl that i loved the most & the first girl that my parents approved & so nice to you , i just don't want to lose you , am i wrong ..? Perhaps jealousy is wrong .. but if i don't jealous .. means i don't even love you , if today it's other girls , i don't even mind at all .. but because i love you , that's why i mind .. am i wrong ..?
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