Read their blog & their story. It's just few days lo.. suddenly become like that. Even if it's not me, i also feel dam sad lo. They're so loving last time okay. JUST few days, & this happens. Waliao, i scared i cannot be a good stead lo. Once bitten, twice shy. Last time, i think last time the problem also lies with me lo. Maybe i never make her trust me enough, so she never tell me all the things that is important. & it ends up with a sad ending. I really doubt myself to be a good stead, so i don't really wanna accept anyone. ><

Hmm ~ dono should blog about it anot leh ~ played back audi le, but now cmi le lo. So noob le me, -cry-. I missed my blue chance de beatup lo.. now even my favourite song "YOU" which i 0 misses & 0 cools now become like 50+ misses le lo. cannot even 200+ combo. Wa, really sad case le. >< Then, feel v. bad lo.. about something. >< Just like 1 v. noob de person cpl with 1 v. pro de person lo. Like so big gap. Lol. Say le also feel v. bad. >< I know i can let ppl help me cpl.. but then i want do it with my own hands leh, but like so hard lo. She keep perfect & great then i keep miss miss miss. >< No much feeling for audi le.. i lost that feeling so i cannot play well le lo. -CryCry-.

The 16th Day ;

Hais.. so confused. >< I am in a junction of two roads. Should i go for the left or right path ? If i take the left path, i can't take the right path & won't know what will happened. Likewise for the right path. Or should i just give up everything & stop in the middle. But then, nothing in this world is bu lao er huo de. No pain no gain. Fully understand that, but which path should i take .. ? ><

Hais.. now then i know, how failure am i. Always host an event or any activities, it will always end up with a failure. Want to help ppl, but in the end, i am the one always being helped & a burden to the group. Just like when i stand thr, & watch u move away. When you pass on le, then i started to cry & think of the past.. by then it's too late, you will never be alive agn. I am sorry.. everyone whom i promised. I always fail to keep promises. I am really sorry..

The 15th Day ;


You're so near yet so far away. ><

The 12th Day ;


In my eyes, you're just the only one. You're the special one who can make me laugh whole day long. Just being with you makes me happy, be it in Maple or RL. I feel comfortable to be with you, i love to be with you. No matter how many girls i come across, how many girls i met, i won't fall for them. This is our promise. I promised to love my silly & cutest apple only. <3


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The 11th Day ;

Yesterday night, recieved a lot of opinions about something. Read someone's blog too. Lol. I feel like i don't really understand her well. If i really love her, i must let her happy, be it she is with me anot. Hmm~ is not i don't care about opinions ~ is just that i won't give her up. hees & thanks Nana for the support. :x I will take note of all the consequences that will happen. hahas. I<3Her.


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The 10th Day ;

Day by day, the love for you just get deeper & deeper. I can sense it v. obviously already. I think i cannot live w/o you. I won't let you die. Remember our promise? After 5 years, we will be together. I will abide to this promise. I will stay by your side, holding your hand forever & ever. Promise me too will yea. I cannot afford to lose you, my most pretty & precious thing in my life. Wo ai ni. <3


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The 9th Day ;

Without you, i will die. Without you, i will lose everything i got. Just like yesterday night, just for 2 hours i am not with you, it feels like decades. I feel that everything had stopped. The cold wind that blow towards me, i am cold. The long pathway without light, i need you, be my side & walk along with me. The silence of the surrounding, i need your smile & laughter to keep me smiling & laughing. I thought of these things when i am walking alone, without you by my side. Sorry, i didn't pei you when you need me. But, i really love you. ><


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The 8th Day ;

haas, finally helped Apple & Jen lv 120. It was quite tough yea. Spamming for long hours seriously v. tiring. Tomorrow 9am still need spam mummy's friend & going out in the afternoon. Then, monday exam le. Gonna die. >< God bless me lol. My feelings for her is growing deeper day by day ~ meow. :3


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The 7th Day ;

haas, just now spammed my lovable apple to 110 le. meowmeow ~ tomorrow will be jen's & apple's turn to 120. haas. Recently, keep helping to spam ppl till i no much time for my own char le also. hees. & thanks mummy for lending her 1 hit ko de pro bs. <33 tomorrow movie-ing with xin & maybe jen ~? hahas. i really love her loads. i will wait for her ~ no matter what. i want to be with her always, by her side, protecting her. hees. <33


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tsk , after jennet recovered , my turn to sick. LOL. Jennet you curse me right ??! T__T now my stomach v. pain leh.. i want go school. Lol. Don't care le, i die die want go school. Lol. ROOOOOAR !!

Oops.. today recieved a v. tough test. haas. Toughest in my life ba. But, i think i can take it. I will try my best to wait for her for 5 years. meow. Best friends till she 18. :x Ahh.. starting a bit not used. But will get used to it eventually de. It's a test to see if she is the one i truly truly loved. If she is, i will successfully complete this test. If she isn't , halfway i will be tired. Lol. i believe i can do it ! meows . ♥

Hmm.. blogger downgrade again.. >< . Ever since the day i met you , my life twisted . You're always the one who can make me smile & laugh everyday. Simply just being with you, make me v. happy. You asked me will this relationship last ? I cannot answer with 100% correct answer , or there isn't any correct answer. But, i believe in you & me. So , you must believe in yourself too ~ hees. we will last. -sounds matured- hahas. :3


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People do change yeah. haas. That's including me. Some people change for the better , while some change for the worst. Just like me , i changed also. From a quite selfish guy to a helpful guy. hees. Now i am much more happier than last month de me.. cause i met a helpful & super cute apple. hahahas. If that time, i never bl her, i think i will won't be happy again now ba. hees. When i am with her, i often smile & laughed although it's cyber world la.. but she too cute le so i laughed. :x Tsk, finally let go of her le. Finally come to sense le ?? Some people said that. Hmm, if the person i love keep hurt me & make me sad, why should i be with her ? If that's love, i rather not have love. I just want a normal de girl that can make me smile every moments, make me comfortable to be with & not so stressed to be with. Lol. I wonder if she will think like the way i think..? Hmm.. i hope so? :3 Loves to be with her. Meowmeow~ worrying about her also, keep fall sick. aiyo. how i wish god can make her recover or something. :x Cause i really want her to recover. ♥ God, please help me. :3

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