Hello all .Long time no blog le , miss me ba ? :P Recently , many things happened .. can say i don't really have the mood to blog , remember what i said in my blog ? I only want to write about happy memories in my blog .. but i don't seems to have any these days ..
Monday ; Studied for ED till midnight for Sunday , you can say i study for quite alot of hours , cause my aim is A .. (: & I have achieved that i guess , paper was okay , able to keep my cool , & did all the questions on time . (: I think i can ace this subject .
Tuesday ; As usual , studied till midnight For Monday , slept at 2/3 am+ , then woke up @ 8 am + to study again , late for exam , cause there's no bus for that 20 mins , decided to take a cab , but no cab in the area also .. then finally got bus 2 liao , but heavy traffic & keep delay , i am so f**** up , reached school @ 10.45am , ran to the exam hall & kena caught for hair .. f***** , made me lose 15mins . I begin my test @ 11.05am , whereas all begin @ 10.30am? :/ & 1 more , the first question given was not in the notes that i studied already , my first try , i had so many blanks .. i keep flip here & there , but no answers . :/ After that , i walked out of the exam hall , my heart sink to the bottom , i was unable to talk/say anything , cause i know it's the end already , my A just flew away in that instant , i can give up for going poly next year already , impossible liao , after that .. in bus i cried , while thinking about that , tears just rolled down on my cheeks so suddenly , i couldn't control it , luckily nobody saw it , at that instant , i felt like dying .. hoping some vehicles could run over me , cause everything is shattered , my dreams , my hopes , my promise to everyone , all ruined in that 1 second . All the hard work i have put in & accumulated so far all are gone .
Bai .; In that instant , i wanna give up everything & die .
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