Hi all ~ sorry for not blogging often.. well i will only blog about something if it's sad/memorable/happy. hahaha. Not important de i won't really touch on blogs.. so you guys know my style now ~ today, the first post, i will blog solely on myself & no one else.. second post then blog about friends.. :P
Well, basically about myself.. who am i? I remember this compo topic when i was still studying in primary school.. "Me, myself & I" .. what i could describe about myself .. is that i'm friendly inside, cold outside.. which means those who dono me well might find me v. cold.. those kind of dowan talk type de person, but to those who know me well i am a outgoing & funny person. haha. Well.. i am a 100% giver when it comes to love, not expecting anything in return.. i just need the attention & love from the other person, that's all i ever need. :P Well, i am a loyal & trustable buddy.. i sometimes provides free counselling session on people who had difficulties on love, friends, family, studies, money, etc. I provide listening ears to those who wish to vent anger on, i promise i won't scold you all back if you guys wanna spam my chat, though i hate spamming.. :x i am a guy who will remember all my close friends even years down the road.. i don't expect them to remember me though.. :P Anyways, i think that's all.. better than my p1 compo alot alot.. hahaha!
Next, about my family.. i got a brother whom i idolised, i got a father who i treat him like my hero, & most impt, my most wei da & kindest mummy.. let's talk about my brother first, he is currently studying in Uni, had a stead for quite alot of years already.. haha, intending to marry soon i supposed? He is a kind & best brother.. sometimes i lazy to go out eat.. he will buy for me ~ sometimes when our family needs something, he will travel a miles away to buy it even though it's quite late in the night.. he is really a nice guy, my idol! :3 Studies good, relationship good, character good, personality good, love his gf alot alot~ & etc etc! Though we never really had a time when we can be together due to his work & studies & gf, but whenever i can eat/be with him, i feel v. happy, even much happier than eating with SNSD, SS501 all those. :D
Next, is about my father whom i worshipped as a hero, he is fit ~ nice & love my mummy loads! Last but not least, he is a good father & a good husband for my mummy haha, but he can get jealous easily.. :P But, every scoldings/words from him meant he care for us.. always want us to be good, a phrase from him.. "no matter how rich you are, or how successful you are, without personality & character, you are nothing". hahaha! something like that.. i remember when i was young that time.. around 5 or 6 years old.. he forced me to memorise the timetable, for what purpose? for my primary school maths, i always grind when i studying the timetable, but once i reach primary school, i am grateful that i had learnt it.. haha. I wanna say, sorry daddy that i didn't appreciate what you've done for me all these while.. infact i still scold you when i was young.. -.-. But what makes me today, is what you have taught me. I seek no other things, but just a simple family & a true me. Though i always envy those rich kids but they don't have something our family have, that's happiness & love. :)
Lastly, about my mummy! haha. She is my everything that i ever ask for from young till now. She is the best mother ever in this world to me.. she care for me, do everything for me, always be there for me.. sometimes, when i didn't go out with friends to eat, i will call mummy come down to eat, though sometimes she had ate already, but she will pei me go eat, sometimes i feel so bad to do tis.. but i am really v. thankful to her.. i remember when i was p3.. everytime after my tuition @ night, she will cook & bring a few chicken wings for me to eat.. :P Every morning & afternoons of weekends, she will go down & eat with my daddy & da bao for me.. though i know i'm 18 already, i should be feeding myself, but she just pampers me like a 10 years old kid.. :P Everything that i wanna buy, she will buy for me.. from young till now.. she is a good mother & of course a good wife for my father, haha. I feel that i am the most blessed kid ever in this world, that i had such a great mummy. :D
Lastly, i love my family.. all my buddies & gans.. from today onwards, i wanna be the real me.. no matter what others might say about me, i won't care anymore, i wanna be true to everyone that i loved, i will be a better friend & a better son. I will change myself, not seeking wealth by not appropriate ways, but to earn wealth by my own hands, not to seek love like it will drop from the heaven, but to earn love with my own heart, not to seek friendship, but to earn friendship with my feelings & the real me. :)