Hey ~ sorry guys. I am posting a emo post agn ~ HAHAHA ~ my past ~, hmm.. who actually knows it huh..? HMM.. let's see.. i don't think anyone knows it ba. hahaha. >:3 Well, who doesn't have a past ryte? hahaha. Even i also have.. thinking about that, really makes my heartache. Happy in the outside, sad in the inside. Who will know ryte ~? Nobody can understand me.. hahaha ~ I saw in shaguagua's blog jiu makes me think of my past. Who can understand me? I remember i last time often say this phrase. hahaha. I think till today, nobody can truly understand me. All they could ever see is just a partial image that's covering me. hahaha. That's my inner self when i am emo, or perhaps my so called other self. =x Thinking of my past, it have been so many years.. ever since that incident occured huh. My image of a friend just crushed badly ever since then. hahaha. My problems a.. hmm, u can say it will stay thr forever ba. Lookin at shaguagua, makes me think of my secondary life. hahas. I dono why alot i trusted will disappoint me in the end. hahaha, know what i made myself to think positively? I remember someone told me this, if u sad, time still flies. if u happy, time still flies. Why rather be Sad than be happy? Live ur life to the fullest while you can ~ actually, i shouldn't be here now already. But thanks to what? It's something mysterious & warm called Love. I do believe this warm feeling can change a person. This is what makes me standing here today & help ppl. Sometimes, i hate my ability. To see deeper than a normal person, hahaha. That's why i always Aces my lit when i am in sec. =x I know what you're talkin about alr, i can understand ur pain now. Because i went through before? HAHAHA. Talk dao tears come down liao. haiyo. -wipewipe-. I said it to myself alr, or perhaps 2 yrs ago. =x I decided on this, is that when i die, i would want to sacrifice myself for someone whom i loved & smile happily. hahaha. Aiyo, some might not know what i'm talking about la .. =x Forget it la. hahaha. I am not so simple minded like some of u guys think la.. except those things i really dono la.. LOL. =x The moments with you, retracting back, do makes me laugh & smile. hahaha. I blog this is to say, who will understand you, if u don't giv them a chance? Your past, i cannot 100% say i confirm know la.. i also not god. =x But roughly, i know how're you feeling. The pain, the sorrow, the acting happy all those. I kinda experienced it before. I hate girls who cry ok ~ so you must be strong & act like 1. Don't worry, don't think, don't panic, follow ur heart everyday to do what u like, do what u desire & don't ever give up ! I breakdown like dono how many countless time le, i am just a ass soreloser who just don't wanna lose to fate huh. HAHAHA. We must control fate, not let the fate control us. haas. Don't worry, i'll be next to u giving you strength in whatever u do. -sounds drama but use ur sense-. It's real eh. hahaha. Don't belittle it. That's what brings me to battle till today. =x open ur heart to the light, not trapped inside that darkness. ^-^ Give it a try, haas don't think of the results. It's the thoughts that counts. ShaGuaGua ~ SORRY GUYS FOR WRITING A LOAD OF RUBBISH, but this is what my brain tells me to write. hees. =x
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