Damn blogger , dono why cannot blog in a proper way sia. zzz. Yesterday, was a lol day maybe. Nothing much happened lo. After school, took bus & went home. On the bus, got 1 girl keep look at me lo, then side by side somemore only. Then, the stead dono jealous or what ask the girl he more shuai or i more shuai. The girl say i more shuai sia. Lol. Then, the boy ask his stead he taller or i taller. The girl say me again. LOL ! The people in the bus looked at him sia. He was like so paiseh. But then, the girl quite pretty also leh. :3 But sadly, i now no mood to get into a relationship. At night, ate steamboat with my mummy. She treat me eat sia. So rare that we can be together eating. Normally, either she is working or eat at home d. V. nice to be with mummy. I felt that i can share everything to mummy. But, i scared she worry for me. I dowan she worry for me. Love mummy <3
Today, afternoon lesson. Thought of a lot of things when i am bathing. Then, think dao last time one of my best friends ; shaowei. I rmb the happy moments i had with him lo. Sing in class, play ps2, play Maple all those. Then, think dao a lot of ppl also. Nearly cried while bathing. After that, went school again lo. hais. Not in a v. good mood for 2 weeks+ le. My friends say they miss my cute smile. But then, how can i smile? I cannot smile anymore, so i act a fake smile to make them happy lo & say i am alright. (: I don't want anyone to worry abt me. Especially my close friends. I dono when can i recover from this sadness. More & more problems are coming in everyday. Dono can survive till when. Sian.
<3(s)
Ruihui ; she is the one who always make me smile. A genuine one. I love you, ruihui. <3
Mummy ; she is the one always backing me up. But, i let her down. I love mummy.
Mr Wong ; he is backing me up in school. Beloved teacher. I let you down too. I am been skipping lessons lately cause i can't bring myself to study. hais.
My friends ; thanks for standing by me all these while. But i need to be alone sometimes k. Don't worry. I think i can recover from this. (: