
Hello all readers. Sorry for not posting this few days. These days a lot of things happened yea. Hmm, Friday never go school cause sick. Slight fever & flu. Satursday, was okay in the morning & afternoon. Then, at night my temperature suddenly rise up to 38.9. Nobody was at home that time. I was all alone & nothing to eat. So, i went to cook instant noodles. After eating, wanna go find medicine. But then, no more medicine le. My eyes felt so tired & the last thing i saw is outside the window was raining heavily & i just fainted. I thought it's the end of me already. Then, i heard voices in my dream. I don't know who is that. Someone is calling on to me. Next day, i wake up & found myself on the bed with a wet towel. It was around 11am. I slept from 8pm~11am. Wow, it was 14 hours. x.x Played Maple & so on as usually. Recovering but then my cough came again. My cough won't recover de, no matter how many doctors i see, how many medicines i ate. Hais. Monday, which is today. Never go school due to cough. I don't want see any more doctors already. Cause it's wasting $. Recieved a call from lecturer saying i will be banned from going oversea trips with school anymore cause i skipped the oversea trip last time on June which is provided by government. I don't want to leave my friends yea. Even for 1/2 weeks. zz. I guess it doesn't matter anymore. I am losing almost everything that i had. Losing my results soon, my future, my voice due to cough, my health, & maybe myself. I cannot understand myself anymore. Let it be. All i wanted is for you to be happy, no wonder who you are with. I will protect you as much as i can. That's all i need for now. :3