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☀ Thursday, June 25, 2009 ☀

Hello all. Long time never blog le. hees. Miss me ba. ^^ Let's talk about this week. This week.. many good & bad things happened ba. haas. Starting with Maple, created 1 koc char named x3MrShaGua. Let it stuck at lv 50 to help other people mc for free. haas. I remember one comment made by people when i am in mc. That time, me & 1 stranger vs mummy & her friend. Actually, it's supposed to be normal & i am winning. But, i max trojan & speed for mummy and her friend. They both are flame wizards. Then, my teammate said, "Why you so stupid sia, go max them trojan for what. See they are winning le la. You happy lor. So stupid. No wonder your name is called ShaGua, they are just using you la, the what mummy is fake 1 la. I was like sigh.. i don't know why i did that too. Maybe out of kindness ; or perhaps she is my mummy ba, i love her as much as my real mummy. But sometimes, i got this feeling. And i don't know why. It feels that mummy had new friends & new gans liao, she won't want me anymore le. Besides, time is an important factor. As time goes by, we won't be so close le..

Yesterday, talked to aliciva in msn till 4am+ . We talked about the past. To aliciva, you're a good, caring & sweet girl. I remember clearly, how you care for me when i felt down. But for me, i feel so bastard about myself sometimes. I am always the one who is the bad guy. ALL my relationships, loveships breakup because of me. So, i had to do the hard way. x.x I sometimes hate myself for being better looking than some others. And, sometimes i felt blessed that i am better looking. But, good looking is supposed to be good right. But, sometimes the good looking guy will have more problems. Hais.. so aliciva, I believe & you will find a super nice guy. ^^ Treasure "that guy" oh. He is a good guy but a bit emo only. =x I can see his changes nowadays. JY aliciva! :D

Today, buddy a new girl due to i am being friendly. haas. It happened in eos tower. I was planning to do the camera quest. Then, a girl come & ask me questions. I answered & she ask me what quest i doing. Replied & agreed to do the quest together. After that, we became friends. ^^ She talk like emo emo de lor.. haas. Like no expression de. :x I got this power that can go into the person's feelings completely after i see what he/she types. haas. Meaning, i can fully understand how that person feels merely through words. :x I remember i always Aces for my fiction composition. :P I don't know why i can do that too. hees. Natural ability ba. Can choose to help or hurt ppl. But, i chose to help. ^^ And, i got this feeling to just delete that thing & escape from my other self. Maybe 1 day.. when i can't take it anymore. But, let's hope this day won't come. ^^

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